~undecided~

lizeth: lids, what's up with your gtalk status...
lizeth: why are you ~undecided~?
reg: what's up nga ba?
reg: you're undecided about?
lids: ~undecided~ sa madaeng bagay
lizeth & reg: ako din e...

i hate being in a state of limbo...

when you thought you've sorted out your life...

friends shake you up and crank up your brain gears into thought...

and then you get realizations...

and end up ~confused~...

hmm... but so far my path has been paved

and as reg and seth would say...

all you gotta do is wait...

VISA BULLETIN: Priority Date ~ Feb 1997

and i would reply, "yup, wait, and cross the bridge when i get thereÜ"

but the wait kills...

coz the wait attaches you to so many things...

...things that you are beginning to get used to... while you're waiting.

but ho hum... it might be more difficult if i had more choices.

and as a matter of fact... m excited Ü excited to try new things and start my life again from scratch Ü

how much more vague can i get?!

hahaha! yes, this blog will be only for the consumption of those who are aware.

those that have heard my thoughts Ü ~seth&reg, chie&cj~

now, all i do, is live the moment...

and always have something to look forward to...

that's what will get me throughÜ

long break coming up... what to do?!

october 29 ~ november 4...

plans...
what to do with this long break?
TRAVEL!!!
yes...
as usual? hopefully not so much like the usual Ü

choices:

first: BANGKOK...

but it seems that the plans are not progressing, tsk!

at ang presyo... d kaya ng bulsa

and then another window opens:

DAVAO...

'been wanting to go... cheap fare ~ BARCELO PEARL FARM pa!

so san ba talaga?!

huhuhu!

emg already booked for DAVAO...

so gotta say soyee to buds Seth, Reysy, Anna & Mia :c

coz m backing out from Bangkok...

not enough "mula" for 2 bakasyons e.

so

a month to look forward to

and prepare for

a chance to visit

MINDANAO...

watch out for the pix!Ü

*vietnam~cambodia* ...undated

as promised... here's a pix-filled blog...

~waiting @ the airport... terminal2 rocks! * finally in vietnam~

~1st walk: buko juice, anyone? * 'te melissa's "souvenir" for her "bola"Ü~

~dinner out: HOT POT!~

~ notre dame * war remnants * cu chi tunnel ~

~cambodia! at the airport * angkor hotel~

~buddha me * apsara * hallway~

~angkor wat view * my bros&i with the "reflection"~

~made it up angkor wat & back!~

...it's been awhile...

sorry...

nakalimot? hindi naman... natabunan lang ng mga pangyayari... "mga" ergo madae...
so... what has been?

unang-una sa lahat: umuwi na c yu and hen... parang hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala. it's amazing how real the idea of you never know what you have until you lose it...

hindi naman sila talaga nawala but without them so close by, sometimes i feel that there are so much more beyond my control ~ AND IT SUCKS. alam ko naman that they're happy with their lives now... and totoong naiintindihan ko... bdtrip lang minsan... parang walang matakbuhan, parang walang mayaya nang wala lang... coffee lang... usap lang...

pero i guess, this is the chance to rekindle or encounter new fwends. minsan, masaya ring isipin na lumalawak ang mundo mo... naaalala ang mga nalimutang kaibigan... nakakakilala ng mga bagong kaibigan...

so there... this is just a sentiment... i'm happy for you guys... malay nyo, ang susunod na despedida e sakin na -- tunay na ha. as in. hahaha! what a scary thought. until now, kahit na ang saklap na ng lagay ng pilipinas, iba pa rin talaga... but we have to be adventurous... try new things, live in a different place (?) it's worth a try...
so... looking forward to February 2006 (?) ... nyay!

but for now... here are some pix of the time spent with yu and hen...

~ it's so much fun to remember ~

PAMPANGA PIX W/ HENRY'S GANG!

~ group pic!, fear factor lunch at Pampanga! ~

DESPEDIDA FOR YURI: greenbelt dinner

~ cafe breton & MYLK ~

wasn't really the best day for me... trouble with the feds

DESPEDIDA FOR HENRY: west ave., qc

~ old found fwends Ü ~

~ i'll update again soon... not much text... juz pix Ü